The Jane Child One Hit Wonder Room

It felt good to vent a bit today in my Living In Fellowship-Everyone group for journey church! My personal relationship at home has made me realize how much I have devalued my self-worth in the most recent years after it began....I will continue to take ownership for my mistakes, but I will....I HAVE to....rely on the prayers and fellowship of my church to pull me through this....I must do the best I can to avoid self-destructing and giving in to the whims of Satan. I've been cranking the Alter Bridge band's tune "the end is here."....I surmise that it is about something poisonous coming to an end, and a vow to "find the answers" in a relationship with christ....unbowing...unabated...and unconditionally loving others in my fellowships... It certainly is a tough lesson to learn at age 35 of my life! Here's some lyrical verbage from the tune!

Endless day....We search for what we hold inside.....So hard to find....Luck turns.....Will the fallen ever reach within And rise again?

(CHORUS)For the rest of my life, I will find the answers That were always here.....I will find the meaning this time.....I will light the end, Till the end is here!

(2nd verse)
Wasted time-With words that seem to break our will...They blind us still-Without a care-They tarnish what we hold so dear-What was once so clear. CHORUS