Saturday, May 09, 2009
pain trigger and more proverbs gems speaking to me this moment
17:9 Disregarding another person's faults preserves love; telling about them seperates close friends.
TOO HARD TO DEAL WITH....FALSE PEACEMAKING!
17:14 Beginning a quarrel is like opening a flood-gate, so drop the matter before a dispute breaks out.
TRYING TO KEEP IT IN MY HEART....BUT IT IS LIKE A BULLDOZER STEAMING TOWARDS ME, AND I'M STUCK IN THE CONCRETE AND UNABLE TO MOVE!
and
17:28 Even fools are thought to be wise when they keep silent; when they keep their mouth shut, they seem intelligent.
OH, LORD....HAVE MERCY....PLEASE!
But most of all...I am wondering...
17:17 "A friend is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need"
my bible captions this with "A true friend will stick beside us during the hard times. Building such relationships will help us in our spiritual growth. We all need to be able to express our needs and concerns to someone who will care and encourage us in our path toward change."
It is just so devestating to me....and I have to do something to bury what is dead...I haven't reached the step I wanted to at Autumn Ridge church...it has been so FRUSTRATING not to be able to yet....and now I am faced with something, and am praying so hard for god to help me...for my spiritual advisors to help me.
TOO HARD TO DEAL WITH....FALSE PEACEMAKING!
17:14 Beginning a quarrel is like opening a flood-gate, so drop the matter before a dispute breaks out.
TRYING TO KEEP IT IN MY HEART....BUT IT IS LIKE A BULLDOZER STEAMING TOWARDS ME, AND I'M STUCK IN THE CONCRETE AND UNABLE TO MOVE!
and
17:28 Even fools are thought to be wise when they keep silent; when they keep their mouth shut, they seem intelligent.
OH, LORD....HAVE MERCY....PLEASE!
But most of all...I am wondering...
17:17 "A friend is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need"
my bible captions this with "A true friend will stick beside us during the hard times. Building such relationships will help us in our spiritual growth. We all need to be able to express our needs and concerns to someone who will care and encourage us in our path toward change."
It is just so devestating to me....and I have to do something to bury what is dead...I haven't reached the step I wanted to at Autumn Ridge church...it has been so FRUSTRATING not to be able to yet....and now I am faced with something, and am praying so hard for god to help me...for my spiritual advisors to help me.
